Well I gave up chocolate a few months ago when I went vegan. And I 'gave up' my mobile phone a few hours ago, when I lost it. Hah. I suck.
Bad times, though. I am just not having much luck lately.
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1.Put your iPod (or any MP3 player or iTunes) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from
1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Clover Over Dover [Blur]
2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I'm Going Slightly Mad [Queen]
3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Scott's a Dork [Reel Big Fish]
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
(I Ain't Hep to That Step But I'll) Dig It [Fred Astaire]
5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dangerous Game [Jekyll & Hyde Original Broadway Cast]
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Destruction of the Grotto [The Little Mermaid] (it sort of rhymes, that)
7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Oh No [Gogol Bordello]
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Last Night of the World [Miss Saigon Complete Symphonic Recording]
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
When I Look At You [The Scarlet Pimpernel '93 Pre-Broadway Demo]
10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
God Save The Queen [Queen]
11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Release [Aztec Camera]
12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Love You Because (You Look Like Jim Reeves) [Half Man Half Biscuit] (hah)
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Millionaire [Slumdog Millionaire Soundtrack] (yes, please)
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Exit Music (For a Film) [Radiohead]
15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Breathless [Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds]
16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lasagna [Weird Al Yankovic]
17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just Like Taking Candy From a Baby [Fred Astaire] (I would, too)
18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bad Behaviour [Super Furry Animals]
19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Unhappy Birthday [The Smiths]
20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sweet and Tender Hooligan [The Smiths] (not too great a shuffle...)
21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Soup [Regina Spektor]
22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Deep House Victims' Minibus Appeal [Half Man Half Biscuit]
23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Breakfast in America [Supertramp]
24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Death of a Disco Dancer [The Smiths]
25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Get Gone [Fiona Apple] (I take that as a 'no'?)
26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Huns Attack [Mulan] (yes the thought of a Huns attack does keep me up at nights)
27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Dreaming [Blondie]
28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Me and a Gun [Tori Amos] (christ...)
29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Down in the Tube Station at Midnight [The Jam]
30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS NOTE AS?
Come Back to Camden [Morrissey]
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from
1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Clover Over Dover [Blur]
2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I'm Going Slightly Mad [Queen]
3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Scott's a Dork [Reel Big Fish]
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
(I Ain't Hep to That Step But I'll) Dig It [Fred Astaire]
5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dangerous Game [Jekyll & Hyde Original Broadway Cast]
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Destruction of the Grotto [The Little Mermaid] (it sort of rhymes, that)
7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Oh No [Gogol Bordello]
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Last Night of the World [Miss Saigon Complete Symphonic Recording]
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
When I Look At You [The Scarlet Pimpernel '93 Pre-Broadway Demo]
10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
God Save The Queen [Queen]
11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Release [Aztec Camera]
12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Love You Because (You Look Like Jim Reeves) [Half Man Half Biscuit] (hah)
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Millionaire [Slumdog Millionaire Soundtrack] (yes, please)
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Exit Music (For a Film) [Radiohead]
15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Breathless [Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds]
16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lasagna [Weird Al Yankovic]
17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just Like Taking Candy From a Baby [Fred Astaire] (I would, too)
18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bad Behaviour [Super Furry Animals]
19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Unhappy Birthday [The Smiths]
20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sweet and Tender Hooligan [The Smiths] (not too great a shuffle...)
21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Soup [Regina Spektor]
22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Deep House Victims' Minibus Appeal [Half Man Half Biscuit]
23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Breakfast in America [Supertramp]
24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Death of a Disco Dancer [The Smiths]
25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Get Gone [Fiona Apple] (I take that as a 'no'?)
26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Huns Attack [Mulan] (yes the thought of a Huns attack does keep me up at nights)
27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Dreaming [Blondie]
28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Me and a Gun [Tori Amos] (christ...)
29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Down in the Tube Station at Midnight [The Jam]
30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS NOTE AS?
Come Back to Camden [Morrissey]
i hate my neighbours.
ugh.
ugh.
- Mood:
annoyed

Does anybody else get these ads? With the before and after pictures (which are always very clearly not even the same person) - "Givvus yer cash and we'll tell you the secret to not being so disgusting-looking, you fat, ugly creature". Surely there is no 'secret' to weight loss? Eating right, exercising regularly and being patient. Everybody knows that!
For the record I don't eat too healthy, I am too lazy to exercise and I have the patience of an ADD kid on caffeine. So I am not in the least skinny or healthy. But the bottom line is: I don't give a shit. People who fall prey to these things need to get over themselves.
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About 40% of my time in New York was spent doodling cute critters or silly monsters in some state of existential angst or voicing self depricating thoughts. Why? I don't know. I used to always do these things in my school books at GCSE and it got to the point that my science teacher stopped marking my science work (he recognised I was going nowhere with that) and instead started offering critiques on my scribbles. I failed science, but that's probably unrelated.

I need to sleep now.

I need to sleep now.
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It's weird when you think of one point in your life that is seemingly inconsequential, and then you realise that if you hadn't done one thing a certain way, or made a slightly different decision, it would have affected another part of your life which would have affected another, and so on. Mindfuck really. I wonder if my life would be better or worse, of just different, if things played out differently.
What little thing in your life do you reckon had an unexpectedly major impact on your future? Let me know, I find this fascinating.
- Mood:
brooding
There were more non-english speaking customers today at work than I encountered in one month at AMC. Nobody is going to convince me that the Reading Oracle sees more overseas tourism than Times Square.
I obviously don't enjoy returning to school/work. Because I am not delusional. That is simply ridiculous, who on earth looks forward to work?
The thing i love about weekends is not having to do anything. Although actually weekends are a moot subject because I'm (supposed to be) working constantly, what with essays and reading, screenings and dissertation research, and then actual bring-in-the-money work too. In fact I do work weekends so really my free time comes to me only when I decide I don't want to do any more work. Which is often.
I know I've said it many times but my ideal job would be getting paid to do nothing. Because I am actually rather good at doing nothing, and not that good at much else so I would like a career in a field I excel at.
This said, I do love my job. Maybe too much for a Christmas Temp, I'd be well upset if they don't keep me on.
I don't think I've ever consciously noticed just how ridiculous Knight Rider is. Like, I think I must have taken its utter ridiculousness for granted. We all know it's a ridiculous show with a ridiculous concept but next time you watch it, take note of just how far it goes to appear ridiculously ridiculous.
I love it.
- Mood:
procrastinatin'
I'd like to travel within my own lifetime (the 80's yeah). Waking to find myself trapped in the past, probably driven by an unknown force to change history for the better or some such. If I could bring someone else? Well my only guide on this jounrney would be Al, an observer from my own time, who appears in the form of a hologram that only I can see and hear, of course. So I'd find myself striving to put right what once went wrong, and hoping, each time, that the next leap... well you know the rest.
But seriously, yeah, I'm pretty sure I answered this question in Writer's Block before. And said the same thing, the eighties. Not too imaginative or daring but yeah. Good decade.
- Mood:
awake
After a brief conversation with the lovely
drksnksyndromeI decided I should draw more. I might not have three tablets or anything but I do have lots of spare time (or time that should be spent writing essays anyway). I knocked up something fun superquick while I was also half-watchin' Last Night with my housemates and waiting for the Trick-or-Treaters who never came.
( cuttt )
Those are definitely not my words. I think I read somewhere that this dialogue was ad-libbed, but I could very possibly be making that up completely. I think quite a lot of The Professionals seems improvised 'cos they must have done like one quick take for each scene then moved right on to the next, mistakes or sudden improvisations be damned. "Never mind! Edit it out later! No time to reshoot!" I've probably said that enough times myself, hah. Man. British telly budgets, ey?
( cuttt )
Those are definitely not my words. I think I read somewhere that this dialogue was ad-libbed, but I could very possibly be making that up completely. I think quite a lot of The Professionals seems improvised 'cos they must have done like one quick take for each scene then moved right on to the next, mistakes or sudden improvisations be damned. "Never mind! Edit it out later! No time to reshoot!" I've probably said that enough times myself, hah. Man. British telly budgets, ey?
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John McClane. At least it'd be an interesting date. Though most of the places you'd take a gal to wine and dine her have a certain dress policy and given McClane's apparent aversion to wearing shoes, we might end up in McDonalds or some such.
And between trying to escape from the building - which will inevitably become terrorist-infested - and him banging on about his ex-wife over the dinner, I'd probably not call him back.
Lamb keeps attacking the furniture. Dunno what to do with her. I feel like perhaps investing in a scratching post will help, but they seem expensive and I have a feeling that once we've shelled out all this cash she just won't use it because we want her to and she's a cat (so therefore will do the opposite of what we want, of course).
Personally I could care less about the sofas but I think my landlord might say differently. Oh, stupid cat. Ideas, anybody?
Personally I could care less about the sofas but I think my landlord might say differently. Oh, stupid cat. Ideas, anybody?
- Mood:
stumped
I just swallowed ANOTHER lip bar, MAN. Now I remember why I prefer to wear a ring. Haha. I ingested about 4 of them before I finally decided to switch to a lip ring instead. I'm only back to bars now cos Disney don't like facial piercings and bars are easier to take out. But the problem is that they are actually too easy to take out and they keep coming loose accidently while I'm eating and I keep swallowing them. Haha. Shit.
- Mood:
amused - Music:Deep Blue Something - Breakfast At Tiffany's | Powered by Last.fm
I was literally on the bus on the way to my Lush interview when I got a call from Disney saying I got the job. I went to the Lush one anyway with my friend and it was super fun! There were about 50 people there, and I guess only Erin will know that the Lush store in the Oracle is not very big at all. We were all crammed in. It went on for about 2 hours, of just fun and games and 'getting to know you' type activies. I loved the creativity and I had a really fantastic time. Also I feel it went quite well. And they will let me keep in my piercings. Now I want the Lush job! I am never pleased.
But Disney Store! That's been my dream minimum wage retail job since forever. How exciting!
But Disney Store! That's been my dream minimum wage retail job since forever. How exciting!
Dear Regina Spektor,
We should be best friends.
Love Mel
We should be best friends.
Love Mel
- Mood:
admiration - Music:Regina Spektor - Reginasaurus | Powered by Last.fm
I GOT A CUDDLY KEVIN TODAY. As soon as I came out from seeing UP the first thing I thought was "I want a plush Kevin toy!" Who knew they actually existed?

CUTE. Worth the ridiculous fifteen quid. Good times.

CUTE. Worth the ridiculous fifteen quid. Good times.
- Mood:
happy
i just discovered that Oreos are 'accidently' vegan (meaning they weren't purposely designed with veganism in mind, it's just an extremely fortunate aside). Fuck yes. Suddenly veganism isn't so difficult after all. haha. Now I just need to find a vegan brand of jaffa cakes and I've practically no more problems in life.
But actually, it's giving up milk that is absurdly difficult, even more so than chocolate for sure. We have a good brand here called Alpro which is the most popular soy milk brand (for good reason) but it's not as great as the American brand Silk. Miss that stuff already.
But actually, it's giving up milk that is absurdly difficult, even more so than chocolate for sure. We have a good brand here called Alpro which is the most popular soy milk brand (for good reason) but it's not as great as the American brand Silk. Miss that stuff already.
- Mood:
optimistic
bye new york, i'll fucking miss you :(
And America in general. Really bad times. I'm gonna miss:
1) Magic Hat. Best beer ever.
2) Forever 21. I spent too much money on clothes here. and now I can't get my suitcase to close, great.
3) Strand. I also spent too much money on books I'll never read.
4) Texting Julissa. For srs.
5) Being a size 10. HA.
6) 24 hour EVERYTHING. Especially 24 hour metro. It wasn't always reliable (okay, it was NEVER reliable) but at least it didn't close at 12am and leave you stranded in Oxford Circus like some Underground systems. Pssh.
7) Hulu.com - great website, especially when I didn't have a TV.
8) Pretty much everything else. I'm so sad to be leaving all the great friends I made here because I'm pretty certain I'll never see them again :( We just had a little 'Mel is leaving' do at our 'local' and it was bittersweet cos it was fun times but I'm very upset about going. I know I'm young and have plenty of time and NY is not going anywhere, but the people I've met are and that's what really gets me.
And I hate airports. I am not looking forward to tomorrow at all. FML.
And America in general. Really bad times. I'm gonna miss:
1) Magic Hat. Best beer ever.
2) Forever 21. I spent too much money on clothes here. and now I can't get my suitcase to close, great.
3) Strand. I also spent too much money on books I'll never read.
4) Texting Julissa. For srs.
5) Being a size 10. HA.
6) 24 hour EVERYTHING. Especially 24 hour metro. It wasn't always reliable (okay, it was NEVER reliable) but at least it didn't close at 12am and leave you stranded in Oxford Circus like some Underground systems. Pssh.
7) Hulu.com - great website, especially when I didn't have a TV.
8) Pretty much everything else. I'm so sad to be leaving all the great friends I made here because I'm pretty certain I'll never see them again :( We just had a little 'Mel is leaving' do at our 'local' and it was bittersweet cos it was fun times but I'm very upset about going. I know I'm young and have plenty of time and NY is not going anywhere, but the people I've met are and that's what really gets me.
And I hate airports. I am not looking forward to tomorrow at all. FML.
- Mood:
sad